Friday, October 30, 2009

Sunday, October 4, 2009

if i'm going to ever move on i have to cut you out of my life. theres only so much i can take. i can only beg you to stay with me so many times and keep getting hurt. I CAN'T DO IT ANYMORE. its over. i'm okay. or i will be with some time. i can't keep doing this to myself. i can't keep coming back, because thats exactly what you want. i'm not here so you can push me around. i'm not something you can control, at least not anymore. i don't need you. either you want me or you don't, and obviously you don't. you just don't know how to be alone. i do, i'll be okay. i'll move on, and be happy. good luck finding someone who cares about you as much as i did. i would have done anything for you, but you couldn't see it. but its over, you've pushed me past my breaking point. and i'm gone, and i'll never come back to you. i'll move on and be fine, but you'll regret this forever. you made things this way. i hope you get some help with your anger, and i hope you never take it out on someone like you did me. this is what you choose, what you wanted, what you did. and i hope you're happy with your decision.
you're out of my life for good. you're number is gone from my phone. you're pictures are deleted off my computer. slowly you're leaving my mind.